Saturday, February 6, 2010
Ummm, yeah hi, 2010, go to hell. Seriously, last year sucked enough, can you stop throwing my life into a tailspin over and over again?? So now that I'm filled with emotional baggage and am more fragile emotionally than I know how to deal with and you have the nerve to pile on more crap and change? Stop. Please? I seriously need to coast right now. I need for my mind to not be in a 100 different directions. I just need some inner peace an tranquility. Is that on sale somewhere? If so, I need about 10 year's worth ASAP. For the next few months I'd like to not have comfort anyone, not deal with health issues (mine or others), not feel like crying at the drop of a hat, not feel like my world is going to end, not think about dead babies and painful medical procedures, and not feel like I'm constantly at a crossroads in my life and having to make life altering decisions. Oh, and I'd like to be able to sleep. I know, I know, I'm a selfish bitch.